I regret almost everything,
I've done.
I regret myself,
And regret who I am,
...
I wish to kiss his enchanting lips,
Like my hand touching a warm clouded mist.
I know his the one,
Cuz I want to run after him.
...
He's there always there,
I feel his eyes slowly watching me,
Im drawn to him,
Even though I don't know him.
...
I'Am
Iam....
Current mood: confused
Category: okay Writing and Poetry
Iam non-chalant
and sometimes full of despair....
I sympathize how the world is unfair.
And I say I don't care what others see,
But sometimes it bothers me....
I'm in love with a guy named james
I wonder how long my feelings will stay the same.
I wish I could stop dreaming
And thinking about him
Wanting him, lusting for him
(im not obsessed with him)
Sometimes I hate that Iam me,
I'm so afraid of being rejected,
And being lonley.
I'm also diffrent
I do the werdist things,
But im not going to change no matter what anyone says
Even though when im bleeding inside
And i try to hide
I'll try and not let anyone see my lonley brown eyes
But i dought anyone would care why.....
I'll find the best of me
And try and be free.