deshae davis

lost in a world with no one to listen
thought we were forever thats what
you had me thinking
hate to see the world through your eyes
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some people can let it go
but im a little bit deeper
i said nothing when u started acting like a hoe
man i thought u were a keeper
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all i feel is hatred
it dominates my soul
theres nothing there but emptyness
its so dark and cold
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hate is a stronge word
but its how i feel
and every now an then
i get a certain urge to kill
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i lost some one special
someone close to my heart
im going down this road alone
i cant see because its dark
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its one thing to love
and another to hate
see between the is a big steal gate
it allows you to walk
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seeing you happy means the world to me
an expression of true love.....but i lost
but pray that god sends an angel to me
i have all this love but all this fear of being alone
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behind his mind i wonder
what is his real motive
to help a true new comer
or to reach his own personal goal
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im in need of a distraction
to temparily mask my pain
and also the confusion that
cant be returned the way it came
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i hurt like everyone else
hollowed out like i never felt
i tried to hide it, not let u see
but in the end im only hurting me
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i die a little more each day
but only then do i kno that im ok
i cry till theres no more tears left
waiting for someone to listen to me confess
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sorry for evereything i said
so sorry that u even cared
i didnt mean to hurt u
now im sitting here sad and blue
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when will i learn that fairytales dont come true
see once upon a time i was close to u
casting myself as the witch
scared but frontin hard as shyt
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