Darkness Herself

Please forget all that bad moments you passed through
Please ignore all the people who caused pain and hurt to you
Don’t think about who doesn’t think of you
Rip him out of your heart this someone who doesn’t remember you
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Thinking about you stirs my senses and mind
Blood rushes to my head
Beats come to flash suddenly
My whole body quivers
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Hallow darkness
Come fulfill my dry madness
Quench the fire inside
A part of me has died
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I don’t want life anymore
I long to run off this suffocating hole
I’m dwelling in with no one but my own
I need a way out, I’m smothering
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Night after night I stare at the sky
Alive but I wish I could die
There is a deep silence in the darkness
And I stand here contemplating this great dimness
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At the mirror I stared
Ignoring why I was that scared
A girl was staring back at me
I stood watching her and I didn’t flee
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I can feel the flow of my blood
Running out my thirsty corpse like a flood
I hear the overwhelming inner pain
The swelling flame in my brain
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You’re making me so insane
You’re driving me out of my brain
And I know that I’m doing the same
And you cannot claim
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I tried to weep
I tried to fall asleep
But I stand eyes opened
Gaze blackened
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I stare at myself at the eye
I could only see the sadness swelling into a space so dry
I collide my lashes then gaze
My look was ablaze
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I didn't really want to let you go
But I know that inside me I must
My heart said stay but it's my mind I must trust
We shared so much together
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Here I sit on my bed
Staring and thinking of you
Searching answers for all that
Here I sit alone
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