I was sad and lonely,
I felt so lowly,
So I suppressed my feelings,
Even though my heart was bleeding,
...
Everyone is afraid of death,
Of the moment when they give out their last breath,
...
Abyss
I never was happy,
Life is just too scary,
I only know pain,
It's written in my brain.
.
.
I'm sitting in my room,
Awaiting my doom,
While darkness surrounds me,
As far as I can see.
.
.
It's only matter of time,
So here I'm trying to rhyme,
Even though nobody will read this,
I just want the bliss.
.
,
The time is slowly running out,
I already stopped to doubt,
That this is the real me,
There is no one that disagrees.
.
.
Maybe someone will accept me,
In my lonely black sea,
But until then,
Here alone shall I stand.