CRYSTAL B. SMITH

Once I did not know him
A little girl wanted nothing more but to be beside him
He kept saying 'he would be there' but did not show
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Waiting...Waiting for my true love, waiting for that once in a lifetime feeling.

Waiting...Waiting for my time to show no fear and stand up against them.
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Alcoholism is never kind, it tears apart a human soul
It will tear apart a marriage, Alcoholism will tear what is new to old.

A little girl needs her mother, the moteher is passed out from too much alcohol.
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The wolves start howling in the wind
Another version without sin

They howl for sorrow and for a better tommorrow
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Can she see that I can't breathe
Can she hear my heartbeat
Can she tell that everytime I look at her I can not breathe.
You take my breathe away.
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Little kitten plays with a ball of yarn
Little kitten licks up its milk
Little kitten lays on my lap
Little kitten grows up to be a big cat
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A friend is there to call upon
A friend is there for the good and the bad
A friend is there for a shoulder to cry on
A friend there for the new place in your heart, And your heart belongs to that friend
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I'm in agony the pain I feel is deep, So deep I don't know where it ends and my soul begins.
Agony and pain over what I must decide, The grass over there looks so nice but I know it will leave a rash.
The side I'm on is nice but pushes me too far and asks too much from me.
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Her eyes are a soft grey, the kind that makes me melt
Her beautiful face I always love to see
The way she makes me laugh and smile, she knows what it is to have a great personality
She always has a smile on her face, I just want to be with her forever
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Leaving on a new trip, A new place to be
A new beginning, A new step to who I am.
Filled with hope and scared of what I've become.
Hope to find a new love, A love to be my true self and prosper.
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My mother is one of my closest friends.
She knows everything and knows what is best for me.
She knows that I will always be there for her.
Through the drinking and the bloodest years and back.
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Once you make a friend you don't feel alone anymore.
You form a bond and you rely on each other.
A friend the one you can laugh, cry and act wild with.
A friend the one you can trust, you can tell your secrets and stories to.
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Have a very special day, for a very special person like you
A very special cake and gifts, for a party that you deserve
You are so special to many different people
But to me you are the same person I met a long time ago full of energy and can make me laugh at the dropp of a hat
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I hold your ashes in my hand, trying to remember what you look like.
The smell, your voice its so hard to say goodbye.
After almost 3 years have come and gone it seems like yesterday when you left.
Our hearts still so broken.
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To be alone...
Loneliness is my other half...
You learn alot about yourself...
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You are perfect, look at you?

From the stylish clothes to the way you have your hair.
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The Angels are among us living, breathing and watching
The Angels are among the people that we want to be
Is there an Angel in you?
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When and where do I stand with these feelings?

Where do I go from here?
Do you feel something when you look at me?
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Moments before a storm
Built up energy, waiting for the moment to erupt
Whirlwinds kick up dust
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When I wanted to cry you weren't there

When I wanted someone to talk to you weren't there
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