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Your lungs couldn't breath,

So your heart wouldn't beat.
Off-ground we're your feet.
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Cold was the night
Lumpy was my skin
Miserable was my heart
Like a puddle
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I have never seen such a lonely number
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Protect my heart
With bricks walls,
thick vines,
With thorns
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Staring at a page
And the words went blank
And the world around me
Continues on without me
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Trucks tease me with their lights, bridges please me with their heights, the demons I let
win our fight,
for I am losing sight of the life I once knew, when I was not blind, when I knew how to see days bright.
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What you left behind, was trapped inside my mind, they lived off my cries, I tried to make them go, but their grasp was too strong, so I let myself die. Only to be reborn. Now they scratch outside, at my door. With their big black claws. I won't let them inside, for they tortured my mind, and many of my kind. the door is my barrier and you are the demon carrier.
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Why can't I have your lips? Your kiss…. Why can't I hear that noise? your voice…. Why can't I touch you skin? Pale like a mist. I want to taste your blood, but hurt you not, because you are my love.
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Every light I had found, you turned them off without a sound.
Leaving me completely lost.
Surrounded in darkness, no more lights in sight. I had finally lost hope. A tortured soul. Swimming in black seas, drowning in darkness.
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Whilst I saw the night

scary
and dark,
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It'll never go,
it's invincible.
won't give up until I die,
It hunts me at night.
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I seem to have lost my pencil
The unliveable life without one,
My stir crazy mind.
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I see a wall filled with giant maps
Great ships sailing on canvases
I see a blue chair
I see….
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Dark is the night,
And my pen begins to write,
Paper I can't see,
And I could be asleep
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Rocks in My boots, I shake them out,
One by one, they fall to the ground.
A walk by the tall grey fence,
I hear distant cries of a small child,
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And after it all,
Like a butterfly,
I'll rip through my cocoon
And rise with vibrant wings,
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Close my eyes
And picture the tree,
Where the birds nest lies,
Where the birds fly free,
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