At times it may seem
That living life is to hard,
Mybody cries and screams
And my trust has been scarred
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Am I insane
When I contemplate suicide?
It helps take my mind off the pain
So what if I wanna die?
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As I sit and stare at my wall,
I begin to recall,
The day that it all happened,
The day that she decided her life to end
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I let myself live a lie,
I think as I let myself make me die,
I see the blade in my skin,
And I see the blood flow down agian,
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I like clouds, clouds are fluffy
I like clouds that are white and puffy
I like the sunshiney sun
I like everything and I like everyone
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Surrounded by fog, drowning in tears,
Why now after all these years,
Are you knocking on my door?
I have enough pain, why would I want more?
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I have a wall to keep you out
I'm sick of hearing you scream and shout
Im my wall so strong
Im all alone and nothing could go wrong
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