Cait Secret

Take my hand and pull me towards the exit of this twisted world.
Help me escape and never let me fall back into the horror of that world.
We can run away to a place unknown to the rest of mankind
We can be together forever in place where two female lovers
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I sit here in the dark
In a room cold as ice
Laying on the floor
Tears fall from my eyes
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I might be living on the outside. But honestly on the inside I am slowly dying.
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Sweet hot tears run down my cheeks.
I'm just weak inside and out.
I've lost one before.
I'm losing another later.
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I love you and you love me
Though we can't be together
Even if our love is pure
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Oh sweetheart listen to me
look at the wrists and what do you see?

Look at these wrists then say you love me...
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A named carved into my chest...
Do I dare say name aloud?
I cry as she continues to carve the name.
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And as I'm walking down the street
I start to cry
I suppose...
Life is nothing but a lie.
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I look in the mirror at a girl who seems to be dying
Is that me? I ask myself.
No it can't be...
Hair like a wig
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Why do I smile when it's only a fake?
Why do live when it's not for me?
Why am I here if there's no point in living?
Why do I ask the questions there will never be an answer to...?
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As the days go by she sits near the window
Stares at the sunset
Then at her fingers
She watches her body get thinner by the day
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Safe and hidden
I quietly cry
I wish to feel arms around me
but what good will it do?
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