Brenda Caldera

It seems that it’s been forever
Since you were gone
I look behind me
And now it’s done
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This desire of destruction
Never knowing if you will fall or still spin
This amusement of crying
Which finds my tears in such nonsense
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Captured by the desolation
Living under the rules of death
The passionate fire
This addiction that burns inside my brain
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Knowing that I could hurt myself that way
Letting my frustration attack each other day
Breathing the fury of my own pain
By playing this confusing fate
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Keeping the memories of who I am
Wondering why I feel like this
Roaming the dusty trails
Seeking for a new beginning,
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Laying down from all the pain
Fighting all my temptations
Screaming out this aching breeze
Which destroys me from the inside
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Being push around
attacking without stop
this huge pound
that made my little bones pop
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