Ash Tear

I used to laugh
I used to dance
with the guy that was once mine.
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i was half a heart
and so he
i observed his piece as he observed mine
they actually look like they might fit
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why does this dreadful thing they call life have to go on
and right in front of me sits a knife
it sits there taunting me
saying end your life with me plz plz
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Is the pain of a heart break really or just mental?

Is the hole in your chest really there or just mental?
Did they really take your heart break it or is that just mental?
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I cried curled up in my mother's lap.
Does giving up mean you're weak I asked.
In you case it means you've been too strong for too long she repied.
she's right I've been to strong for too long.
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Your beautiful face is smiling
As your long fingers strangle
My neck.
You are half my size
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I fell in love with an Imanginary man
I know he's not real but I see him
There in the holes of my memory
And when I close my eyes
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Your beautiful face is smiling
As your long fingers strangle
My neck.
You are half my size
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My heart is broken
The soul is black
My wrist are bleeding.
My body limp
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As I cut P strings
You clipped my wings
My beautiful purple wings
I knew i couldn't reach the wooden clip
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Silence.
Silence.
Silence. 
It was the type of silence that burns in my ear
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