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I Don'T Care (A Trip: Psy Story)

I walked a room swarming with people,
they seemed blissful.. but DESPAIR.
The room was dark with loud rock music, and
Ultraviolet lights with a certain flare.

I found speaking to myself;
'what the hell I'm doing, Kinda mess i'm in'
But I walked further and sat on a chair.

Fears flying high casting shadows of mirage in desert, and
me waiting for water with tears in vain.
All I wanted was a rain,
All I wanted was a single hit of.. COCAINE.

Although, these feelings in my heart were not bare.
No more hope, no dreams
No more love, no esteem,
Nothing lies anymore there.

But something was new
The feeling ' I dont care'
what people think about me.
All I wanted was my thirst to disappear.

I snorted, and in a matter of minutes;
All of my vexations started fading,
anguish hied far,
head dangle, and
body tremor.
Colors were brighter,
my mood was better.
I felt so at peace,
found myself at ease.

I was stoned, tossed high
in the world of phantasy, a selfish lie,
Paranoia in absentia,
an abyss, a decoy.

Beneath the abyss,
all the memories entwined,
twisted back beyond mind.

The orts of memory of Kate..
A farouche bonnie lass,
with lovely curves and edges so accurate,
like dew on the grass.

It was the same day of April,
when we first met.
She looked so good in that
Grey shirt and Blue jeans.
I remember that night,
she was in my dreams.

The next day, I saw her again
Meandering around the club.
She glanced at me too, Smiled;
And looked away with a hazy snub.

The desire, athirst for her
made me ask her for a dance.
She jested first, but said ' Sure ',
whew! an impending Romance.

We jawed for hours and finally,
the night came to an end.
Blossoming love craving for more and more,
an urge for more time to spend.

So, we walked to the parking lot,
saying nothing but everything through eyes.
We were in love, but doleful
as both were expecting goodbyes.

Somehow, I ventured to come close
When she was against the car.
WE KISSED

Kissed like my lips were forestfire, and
all her lungs breathing were flames.
So passionate and incandescent,
in a manner that nothing constrains.


But, I don't wanna remember,
her eyes, her lips, her feel, her scent.
I don't wanna remember,
those days, those nights, those alluring years
we spent.

I don't wanna remember,
the way she used to look at me,
the way she held me tight.
the way she wiped my tears,
when she left me alone in a car accident,
ONE DREADFUL NIGHT.

I cried, held her tight- she was all red.
I still remember, the final words she said:

' Baby,
I've loved you for years, and
I would do it all again.

Forgive me dear, for this,
But...... this is the end. '


That night my heart jinxed, broken into pieces
shattered and blown far across the seas.
Now, my body is just a coarpse,
only left with echoes of kate at unease.

Aflicted
by rememberance.
The reason why, I'am
Addicted
to twirling trance.

And
I don't care what people think, about me
I don't care what people talk, about me
This is the Last avenue,
to meet her, feel her.
Left with no hope, no fear..
And all i want is this thirst to disappear.


- -THE END- - -Arpit Richharia

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