Amber Zitzloff
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Suicide, suicide wishing I were dead.
Suicide, suicide deep in my head.
Suicide, suicide cutting my wrists.
Suicide, suicide I'm so done with this.
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As I start to feel lonely again,
I reach for an old friend.
A friend of shiny steel,
With a razors edge.
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Roses are red, voilets are blue
blood is red, when I bleed my body turns blue.
When I cut and slice my skin,
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I am here, though it does not feel like it.
Every time I wake, I wonder am I really here?
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Many nights I lay in bed,
Contemplating suicide,
Wishing I were dead.
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Cut, I crave a blade.
My path is paved.
Something sharp would surfice.
Actually, I think it would feel quite nice.
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Rip, tear, I don't care.
Cut, slice, it feels nice.
Burn, sting emotions on a spring.
Drip, seep, hehe... cut too deep.
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I am overwhelmed with sadness as I watch you walk away.
Even though I know you’ll be there when I wake.
I feel the tears run down my face.
And the loneliness becomes my favorite place.
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Sometimes, I want to cry.
Sometimes, I want to die.
Most times, I just ask why.
Why does it always happen this way?
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you say a few words, then fall silent and wait for an awnser.
i stare blankly ahead, motionless.
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Walk beside me when I am weak
hold my hand when I feel meek.
Be my friend when no one's there
free me from the burdens I can not bare.
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Amber Zitzloff Biography
I am in foster care, I have been since I was 11. Before that time I was not given a very long life expectancy due to a cronic illness called Cystic Fibrosis. I went to the foster home where I was constantly cared for and watched over. I astonished my doctors, living 4 years longer than expected. I am doing much better with that aspect of my life. Resently, I have been struggling with depression and anxiety due to sexual abuse that had gone on for many years. No one else knew about my struggles until I overdosed one night and they took me to a nearby hospital where I was treated for a manic episode due to sexually assult trama... The past 12 months have been extremely difficult for me. I missed nearly my whole sophmore year, I have been hospitalized numerous times for suicidal ideation, attempts, and self-injury. I just recently got out of a day treatment program and am now making up my school work. During my times of struggle I used poetry as a way of expressing myself because it was the only way for me to let people know how I was feeling other then suicial attempts and self-injury.)
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Suicide, Suicide
Suicide, suicide wishing I were dead.
Suicide, suicide deep in my head.
Suicide, suicide cutting my wrists.
Suicide, suicide I'm so done with this.
2 days,2 days let until I die.
2 days,2 days til the last tear I'll cry.
2 days,2 days until I am all gone.
2 days,2 days til the dark breaks the dawn.
Suicide, suicide deep inside my head.
Suicide, suicide now I'm alomst dead.
Suicide, suicide turn out the light.
Suicide, suicide good bye, good night.
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