Aly Grey

Alice is in wonderland,
Alice doesn't like it here.
Alice cries and cuts herself,
Death's no longer a fear,
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There’s a girl who has no friends.
There’s a girl who hates the world.
There’s a girl who hates herself.
There’s a girl who wants to die.
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I stood there dumbstruck staring at the scene before me,
It resembled the aftermath of a war movie,
I thought to myself had the bad man; the villain won?
Maybe his reign of pure evil had just begun?
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Is she narcissist or is she vain?
Or is she hiding insecurities because she is ashamed?
Ashamed of her past and what she did to get here,
Repeat her mistakes? No! she wouldn’t dare.
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Abstract Beauty
A smile that brightens the darkest souls,
Rain falls but seems to never stop,
Awaiting the sun to shine; a light that never glows,
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Grey is my heart saturated with tainted memories,
The grey pollutes my insides like the pregnant grey clouds paint the skies,
Painted with a depression so strong it helps to cut with a razor only,
Love only exists in fairytales and happy endings are pretend.
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Dreams
You walked into my life with a smile that blinded me of your faults,
Almost seemed as though you were perfect and things couldn’t be better,
But the calm of the storm was over when I said” I love you”
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Dreams
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Look into my eyes and tell me what you feel.
A depression so strong that it is stuck within,
Crying and cutting just drenched in blessed sin,
Eyes shut tight and memories fade inside,
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Look around as they pass me by,
Innocent mistakes that make us lie,
Elaborating the points of deceit to the forever,
Seeking help from hands that were never out stretched.
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Mutilated. I sat there; scars upon my wrist.
Ultra sadness. Blood upon my heart.
Tainted are we. Broken am I; shattered are you?
Illuminate the darkness that controls. Wonders that fulfills dreams.
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I fell so deep but no one was there to catch me fall,
No strength present and love so absent,
A pain that forever would go on,
Shattered bearing and severed ties, a high heart’s decent.
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World so rare transforms before her,


Hundreds of things feasts her eyes upon,
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The most painful state of being is remembering the future particularly one you can't have.


A pain; my chest; heart beats; suffer more,
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Ay: I'm heartbroken all over again!

Soul: Curse you heart for loving someone.
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The phone rang; Hello, good night,
Pain struck voice on the other line,
Hello? Sun shone; Lost for words,
No! ! ! ! ! deafening screams; Phone hangs up.
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I was told to wait on what I’m unsure,
That’s what you said so that I’ll do,
I think I’m waiting for night to fall
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