alicia tschantre

you say you wana know me,
But do you really?
do you see who i am?
Do you see my scars?
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Fires ablaze within my heart,
a smile consealing all my lies,
screaming, begging, calling out,
a final, frantic, desperate shout.
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Went a little crazy when me and my ex split.
i started livin life like I had a death wish.
most you men shady and no im not bein sexist.
cross me once, then ya mind ima mess with,
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Knew it from the start, nah somethin wasnt right, felt somethin different when i looked into your eyes. things change rearrange, wont ever be the same. nope nothin remains in place. here comes a change in pace. A straight face would be a lie. So i seek alternatives to get by. Takin my best shot, just livin my life. when the walls raise, ya'll shout stop but i dont feel that route. so ima stand up and shout cuz im to damn proud to be the type to back down never runnin from a fight.
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Mixer and the liquer here to wash away the pain.
but it never goes away, its like a permanant stain, and i gotta lot to lose but a goota lot to gain. opportunity approachin ima knock it out the frame.
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Im completely convinced,
there is only one way to set you free,
im affraid there is no happy ending,
you shall be the death of me.
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I feel lost in my own thoughts.
lost in a world of struggle between good and evil.
lost in my dreams, my soul, even my own damn life.
what kinda life is that?
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