alice berndt

My sorrows aren't my tomorrows,
tomorrow is a new day,
I will be all that i can,
100% me,
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I lie awake at night thinking, wondering what went wrong.
I tried to be all that you wanted.
I tried to be everything you saw in her and still be me.
I saw the looks you two gave each other
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I look at the stars, amazed
Amazed that something so beautiful, so big, so indescribable could exist
Exist and be so perfect and flawless,
It gives me faith,
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find myself doing it all over again.
I hold you in my arms
I call you my boyfriend, my best friend, my everything
we do all the things that a couple does
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Feel like I'm talking to a ghost, your voice something from a long lost dream.

what was once colorful and bright is now black and white.
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