Adeaze Tinkerbelle

Inspired by a poem I read in 'Chicken Soup For The Teenager's Soul'.

I am static
Agony and pain stabs my mind
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The young girl
Dark chocolate
Sitting on her throne of abuse
Not her abuse
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She has a mask to hide behind
No one seeing through her tears
No one hearing through her silence
Throughout the years
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The shots fired out
The scared soldier dashed back to the fort
He had witnessed enough
He had only went to 'experience' war
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Here's my cry
I want you to see me
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More
More than I really asked for
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I'm a caged bird
Wanting to be free
Attempting to spread my feeble wings
But my attempts are yet in vain
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The simple young girl
Thought she needed everything
To be beautiful
But she didn't
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This is actually a song I wrote. You can put any beat you want to for it.

I woke up this morning
Feeling not so right
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She's a devil's girl
All bad
She's a living devil
Living a living hell
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Broken smiles
Kept closed
Just so we could not see
The cracked open faces
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I thought I needed you
You were with a different girl every night
I thought we would be together forever
Wasn't that a lie
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I am just a child
Wandering, lost and alone
Youthfulness burns alive in my soul
I can do all things through my Lord
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My dearest love,
its been a while since I have ever written a poem
about love;
It always seemed as if
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You said you would never get tired
Of all the things I do,
You said you’d never leave me,
But are those feelings still true?
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I hear the tone in your voice sometimes,
and I wonder what I said to make it be so harsh.

I see your expression when you are unhappy,
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This is a true story. I just don't know how to get my feelings out any other way. Look this obituary up, it's the first site listed under Upstate Today.


August 13,2009.
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I never thought that this would end this way,
I never thought I’d hear you say this now,
I know that it’s selfish for me to stay,
I want to change, love, but I don’t know how.
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This is yet another song I wrote. Again, put any beat to it.

I wish I were away from here
Far off in my special place
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Smiles and laughter
Cover her face
You can tell
Its a facade
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