abid khan

i just wanna be or not
but i am alone
i have crisma, a dimple, and loving face
i am cute, charming, and hounest
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lets be happy and forget,
lets forget all pain, and mishappining, lets
be happy again, lets open
new door and walk throuh, lets
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iam in cardboard, again
cardboard you throw on the street
cardboard, being kick and crusshed
every day, on the road
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lets do it again, as i want to feel pain again
lets do it again, as you will feel happy to, hurt me again
lets hold hands, again
and feel the desire, we used to share
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I wanted to love you,
But I was just too scared.
Haunted by the past,
That always seemed to reappear.
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hate my self and i want to die
Every night i layback and cry
thinking of all, what i had and lost
all gone, disapear, without no cost,
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You're the reason behind these tears
Whats left to come but lonely years
You pushed me away, it's what seemed right
But now we've ended without a fight
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I watch it slowly
Turning it on my fingertips
Creating a pool of blood where the point was
I watched in horrified amazement as it left its mark
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Whisper with me tonight
meeting of two minds
consummating mentally as one
refreshing our magnetic desires
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life, yes life, ohh this is what we have
i have it diffrent way, so u have it other way
life, is does, nt continue
forever, so
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Let me please, Let me
come close to you
that close, so
i can whisper, and have excuse
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shout loud and say
you are happy
with pain hiding in your chest
the wight you are bearing
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you do it once.....
you feel it once.....
after, long tierd, night....again.
you can not take it, again....
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You have to take it
The way it is
You have to smell it the way you want
You do, nt have to cry, and cry again
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You loved her
and this is what i know
You touched her onece
and this is what i know
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Here you go, again moaning
Here you go again crying
Here yo go and go again
Sulking and saying
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i am there
i am there every single morning
i am there, as i want to be there
when you need me,
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MY COICE OR YOURS
YOURS IS THE BEST
MY WISH OR YOURS
YOURS WILL COME TRUE
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PAIN ONLY PAIN, YOU LOVE
YOU DO THE THINGS
TO HURT YOU AND GIVE YOU MORE PAIN
JUST BECAUSE
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