Close your eyes for parts of past
And let us dream together
I want to sit with you in the sun
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Tell me which fight do you fight deep in you
My body shakes in waves of pain you feel
I see your fear is too dark to look through
No moon can help when I want you to heal
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If only Amberlee could see
She brought the freedom up in me
If only Amberlee could see
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I’m feeling a spider
It creeps up my arm
I freeze and I wait
Expecting the bite
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Weak sun lights
The snow outside
My heart overflows with love
I am so glad
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The world is a shadow of itself
I sit warm and look outside
In sadness-
To coldness-
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I’m restless I’m lost
I’m miserable
Darkness keeps overflow my world
She cannot be with me
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Pillars of rainbows are holding the sky
Strict lines for plants are all over broken
Trees made of pillows grow soft and round
Wind in green light makes lost book pages fly
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Today I felt true doubt for the first time
Oh fate do I blame you or rather me
Did she always lie in her great sublime
Was it in truth me who could not right see
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The black plant
With broken thorns
And bleeding
Keeps building
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