For Once In My Life Poem by Precious Mason

i dont wanna cry
because im hurting deep inside
im tired of felling this way even though its killing me alive
and im loosing breath because i dont know how to breathe
i tell my self its fine but infront of that mirror i know i cant lie
how long is it going to take for this to go away
because i dont know how long ill last
i need to know how to make this go away i try to forgive but its still not going away
cause i feel like time is tikking and im running out of breath
how long am i going to stay strong and hold on to faith
when im loosing my self the parts that are left
but still i stand with my head up high, hopefully with faith on my side
all i want is to feel peace for one secound or day is all i want for once in my life.