Even Though Poem by That Person

I try my best to treat you good just to keep you here
I blew up sometimes full of anger and fear

Im sorry if I have hurt you
Im sorry and I miss you too

Your smile, your laugh, your voice, and how you always loved me
I was just to hard headed to realize anything, but now I see

I told you everything and I even called you crying
Im sorry for everything I did, for all the lying

I love you and I miss you, I just want you back
Ive known I have been missing something and it is you I lack

You have been there for me when nobody else cared
You was there for me when I was scared

I could have made the pain go away just by pulling the trigger on a gun
But then I thought of how bad it would hurt everyone

I want to make it all go away... I want to make it stop though
I guess Im here and Im here to stay, no matter how much life sinks low

I love you though, will you take me back?
For then I would have nothing to lack