You To Blame Poem by jennifer hall

What does 'I'm not ready for a relationship' mean?
It plays like the record in a broken dream.
It was more like a nightmare to hear you say
'I'm not feeling for you the same way'.
I feel my heart crumble as there is emptiness inside,
There's nowhere to go, no place to hide.
I miss you more with every day.
why can't you understand the words i say?
I feel alone, and sadness, too
all i wanted was to be with you.
Now i'm left with all this pain,
and i only have you to blame