You Just Killed Me... Poem by Joy O' Pateng

I hate you as much as
I hate my problems
Therefore, you are my problems
I opened my door
To adore you...You
Came in....you walked out
Then I came and knocked
On your door because,
My world was crowded with flames...
Because my world was burning
You opened your door
And slammed it in my poor tearful face...
And said I don't love you,
Go away.....I stood there like
A dead stone...I was standing in
My own shoes..shoes that aren't my
Size..they were too big for my tiny
Feet...I felt the fire in my head spreading
All over my inner body...I was dying
Inside...and so I died....but you never
said why I couldn't Have your shoulder to lean on....
And why I wasn't welcomed into your arms when I needed you the most......
I was invisible and your ignored my need of help....
Your neglect harmed me..
Your love killed me....
And so did you you...
You killed me....without Goodbye....