You Cant Poem by Stephanie Arroyo

i cant deal with all this hurt anymore
it way to much
is there really a purpose of living
do i really need to
nobody cares
nobody knows
nobody sees
you cant do this
you cant say that
you cant be mean
you dont know what im capable of
the things that i can do to myself
the redness that can be seen
the mixture of feelings that i show
mad, happy, sweet, sad, tearful, over joyed
you have no idea
i need this
that feeling
warmth and love
strength and rejoice
but you wont give that to me
thats okay
he will
he loves me for me
im healed
im alive
i feel better
i feel great
the scars are gone
none new
its been 3 years
tomorrow is our anniversary
he wanted me for me
and now he has me for me
we're doing great
how about you?
what?
your in the hospital
suicide?
oh im sorry
ill visit
maybe