You Act Like Its So Easy, Still Poem by krissi b'williams

(CONTINUED POEM FORM TO THE ORIGINAL POEM, 'YOU ACT LIKE ITS SO EASY')

who says, a 1 night night stand, though its heartbreaking
is never as devestating...
and is so different from a continuous affair..
must of been some guy, who also placed his mate in this dispair
or some idiot who didnt think twice, nor ever cared....
cause every person, whose been here, would agree
with the sentiments of any type of cheating, with me
whether it was just 1 night of sex, or it lasted for 2 days,3 weeks
or a few months or years
whether it was just 1 or 360 nights, it still brings the same amount of tears
and heartache, that is so severe....
so when you say you understand, we really dont give a damn
cause no matter how you swear it, you've never been here
unless you are the one standing there,
whose mate is confessing to the affair....
cheating shows us so much else that the cheater is unaware...of
passion, sexual attraction, not love, but care, or lust
and no we will never be able to trust
it will always be there in the back of our mind
that a dark corner of our mind will always find
when a thought, a scent, or a picture, reminds
us..of thier cheating, and our lack of trust....
and now you want me to just......

sit, and relax
take a few minutes with it, then you imagine i should come crawling back
you want me to feel ashamed, although it is your blame
you cannot comprehend, that i cannot nor never will pretend
that eveythinhg between us will ever again
be the same
you destroyed us, the trust, put it to an end,
when you played the cheating game
you think i should congratulate you, for telling me the truth
about these flings, that nolonger mean a thing
well neither do me an you......
and our wedding ring.........well thats a joke
the gold ring that represented the circle of love..is now broke

to top it off you have an affair
and then try to patronize me that it was just sex, not love, no care
well what about me, who is standing there
in a world full of despair, for your affair
dont you care? ? ?
if you trully love me, as you now claim..then you would of came
home, not to some unknown
stranger, that put my health, and us in danger
you would of came home...
you would of just made love to me alone.....