You Poem by Rachael Jane Margret Brown

i lose my way and you point it out
i try not to cry
for i don't want to seem weak in your eyes
but the pain i feel inside
is like a knife
i guess we're one of a kind you and i
you spent your whole life screaming 'kill me please'
looking at me as if i was the shame
that haunted your dreams

i guess your the reason latley
why i feel like this so empty inside
like there's no point to life
and i should die so i scream 'kill me please'

i look up to you
even though you only let me down
i guess its your justice
because i wasn't what you wanted
because i let you down
but thats not what i ment
please understand
all thats left is death
all i want is freedom
so don't blame me if i let you down
one last time