Without An Answer Poem by Katie Anon

I sit alone and scared
That these feeling will not end
Perhaps I am too broken to mend


What I want beyond everything
Is someone to just see the real me
And in the safety of their love set me free


I want to share myself
But no one loves me as I am now
And to change, I just don't know how


If I lose weight
Will I feel OK when touched?
Or is it something else that makes it too much


In another I want to learn to trust
But it seems they just want my body
The pain in my eyes they don't see


So I have tried to learn to love myself
But the answer I cannot find
For I cannot love this mind


The loneliness is hard to bear
And the future scares me so
For I don't know where else to go