Why You Send Me To This Earth Poem by Sweta Leena Panda

Oh my lord oh my majesty
Why you send me to this earth?
Why you give me life?
What's your intention?
Why you are smiling?
Tell me
Oh my lord oh my majesty
I need to listen your voice
I wanna know my life purposes
Why you are ignoring
What's my fault?
Oh, my beloved God please tell me
Oh my lord oh my majesty
I am alone
My path is lonely
No one was even is besides me
I am wandering with confusion
I am wandering with pain
I am wandering with pleasure too
As no one in my side to lose
When I feel lonely
I look are the mirror
And my mirror replay me back
I am with you my dear
Then I get strength
I am for myself
I am the owner of my life
There is no tear in my eyes
It's now filled with dream & a future hope
Oh my lord oh my majesty
Thanks for everything you give
I may be alone not weak
I am strong enough to fight
I gonna fight for myself
I gonna make myself stronger than before
I am alone but wise
I am living in a complicate selfish world
Here anyone can sell you for their own benefit
Here anyone can divide you for their own dream
Here anyone can kill you for their own pleasure
Oh my beloved god
This is your world architecture where I am living
I am in doubt
How can you made such kind of world this in your hand
Where no word like kindness, selfless love exists
Everyone follow each other for their benefit
I am fighting with truth
I am fighting with wrong
I am fighting with my own world
I am just like a bird whose one wing has cut
Still try to fly but can't
Oh my lord oh my majesty
There is no one whom I can say my sorrow
There is no one who can bear me too
There is no one who can make me smile
And save me from this wonder world
Everyone smile when I cry
Now I got a life lesson
Do what others do with you
If others play game do the same
This is world where you have to fit for survive
No longer I gonna surrender myself as a victim
No longer I gonna stay like prison
I wanna fly, I wanna see the world
I wanna touch the sky
I wanna play with my nature
And kiss my mother earth
Its beauty always makes me smile & calm my mind
I am bowing my head
And showing my gratitude before my mother earth
Oh my lord oh my majesty
Why you can't make the human heart as beautiful as our mother earth
I feel suffocating here
I feel like dying
I feel like I am not fit for survive
Still I am smiling
As I have to live here
I have to live for you, my beloved god
You send me to this earth with some purpose
I am waiting when you will give me my duty
After completion of my duty
I'll leave this earth for forever
I am trying to complete my duty as soon as possible
Oh my lord oh my majesty
Give me my work
For which you send me to this earth
I promise, I'll do that from my whole heart
However can you promise me?
Not to send me to this earth as a human in my next birth
Human creature is worst creature
You have ever made
I feel better as animal or bird
They have better heart & emotions than human
They all directly send to the heaven
But all human stay for forever in this hell earth
Continue their duty till they become perfect
Oh my lord oh my majesty
I surrender myself before you
Decide my future as per you
I have faith on you
Oh my lord oh my majesty
Oh my beloved
I need you
I want you
I wanna hear you
As you are powerful than all
You are my friend & soul mate
Oh my lord oh my majesty
Can you hear me?
Please stay with me
This is my only wish before you
Oh my lord oh my majesty