Why Can'T I (Song) Poem by Jessi Rickman

They say it
Like it's the easiest thing
Just thinking
makes me wanna scream

why can't they all see
that it's to late
I can't go back
and it will never change

But I wonder....

Why can't I
just give it all to you
Why can't I just bow down
and make everything new

Maybe I'm scared
I can't lose anymore
Maybe I just don't know
where to begin

To give it to you
would just mean
I didn't have control
over life or anything

But it just keeps
getting worse everyday
And I don't know what to do
or even to say

And I wonder....

Why can't I
just give it all to you
Why can't I just bow down
and make everything new

Maybe I'm scared
I can't lose anymore
Maybe I just don't know
where to begin

I know I'm scared
but you say it's okay
I say where do I start
and you just say...

Right here with me!
Cause I love you
and want everything
to be more then just okay

So I'm here
on my knees
giving it all to you

and even though
I'm scared
you help make everything new
and I say I love you too!