Why Am I Feeling Like This Poem by Simone Netjie Meyer

Why am i feeling like this,
theres a guy out theres a guy out there that Im supposed to miss
But i dont
I miss you! with all my heart,
every single few
your next to me
but i miss you
Its really confusing cuz I cant live without you
I dont know what Im doing,
I'm to scared to talk
& If I do,
I'll hurt someone,
mabye even you
I hate it,
my heart's were its meant to be
But baby your not with me,
I'm to scared to tell you
so I'll go on pretending nothings wrong
pretending all my feelings for you are gone