Why..[[? ]] Poem by Zaarah Jasmin

Why do i'm missing you,
Why do i fall for you,
Why do i love you,
Why do i care so much about you,
Why can't i stop thinking of you,
Why it's so hard for me to leave you behind,
Although its you're the one who asked for it,
Why can't i erase all those memory out from my head,
Why dont you just stay there,
Stay there in the past,
and don't ever come closer to me,
Don't you know that it deeply hurts me,
Don't you know that for you i she'd a thousand tears...
Don't you feel guilty at all,
for saying those words,
those words which really broke my heart...
For saying those words,
those words which make me walk away...
Still here i am standing all alone...
Alone in my lonely mind,
thinking about the time and every moment with you,
the time when we're still together...
Holding at each other hand,
So tight with all the strengths we had,
wishing for a magical moment,
for our dream to become ones...
Then with a low voice i'd asked you,
Sweetheart have you ever love me,
Gently i hear you say...
I love you sweet angel and be sure,
that you know i'll always love you,
Loved you until the last beat of my heart...
But why when everything is seems alright,
you messed up if it's love,
why it's always hurt,
and everytime you said you love me,
Do you really mean what you say,
if it's only an empty false hope,
don't ever say those words to me,
And don't ever come closer to me,
Just stay there,
Stay there in the past and leave me behind.