Where Was I When I Was Loosing Every Part Of Me Poem by laiba shams

Where was I when I was losing every part of me?
When fire was raging deep inside of me
When flowers will depend amongst the trees,
Who and where will i be?
How does it feel when you burn in others desires
When you do everyting the others admire
When you scream from your heart
As if you have never screamed before
i can guess how it feels to be torn apart
apart from all that made me whole
will i cry when ill see who i loved
will i cry if i heard my heart pray for the one whose gone forever
will i live to know all that i dont
maybe I will, except I’ll never endeavor