When I Met You At 12 Days Old Poem by StaceyLeigh Olner

I didn't expect to come home,
From 6th form that day,
To see you in your daddies arms,
As i wan't ready to meet you then,
I had heard you crying,
No-one was with you,
I wanted to come in and,
Just hold you,
Rock you till you fell asleep,
But i couldn't as it hurt,
The whole time you was at,
My house i stayed in my room,
As it was really hard,
If your daddy told me the truth,
from the beginning it may have not been so hard,
I know i ignored you that day,
As i didn't know what to do,
I cried that night to sleep,
And thought i just pushed an innocent child away,
But now i have learned to accept,
That in a way i'm part of your life,
I know you don't understand as your too young,
As at the moment your only a few months old,
but when your older,
If i still know you,
I hope you will understand,
I also hope to get to know you,
As non of what happened is you fault,
Whenever you are with your daddy,
If he isn't busy he could bring you round.



I wrote this poem about my Ex's baby son.