What I Love The Most (I Will Never Have) Poem by Diego Adrian Manriquez

I will never have what I worked so hard to get,
An open promise that I will never forget,
Listen to me closely,
I will always drive to the rocky cliff where we shared our first kiss,
I will always remember then first time you grabbed my hand,
I will always sneak out to my roof and watch the stars and think of you,
I will always feel worthless when that night replays in my head,
If I wanted us to die out this way I would have gave it my all,
Instead we gave up on each other and moved on,
But we never let go on what we had gotten attached to,
Your hope was what made me go through my day.
My strength is what gave you the courage to be what you've always wanted to be,
And now that we're distant from one another,
I am......
I cannot think of a time in my life when I was happy,
I cannot think of anyone else who will rasie a smile on my face,
I cannot love anyone more than you.
And it is because of you that I am here today,
And I thank you,
I know I make you disappointed,
Because all I do is sit here and write things about you,
When you're sitting on your bed,
What's the first thing that pops into you head?
Do you wish I was doing better?
Or do you wish I where there with you?
You're my bestfriend,
My lover,
And the one I will stick by to all the way through the end,
And now that the sun is coming up,
I can lay my head to rest,
Because now that the sun has risen,
I'd rather much be dead.