What Feeling Is This? Poem by Fallen Angel

what is this feeling inside me?
it's leading me blindly
where it takes me i don't know
it's somewhere i don't wanna go
afraid of what i will find
i thought i'd left that all behind
but turns out i was wrong
now it's back but more strong
i don't know if i like it or not
but i know i've been through a lot
enough to make me hate all guys
all their deceiving and their lies
it's not worth all the pain
or crying through the rain
it appears of disappears within a blink
love is for the weak, at least that's what i think
love will come and go
but people will never know
if they don't let go and live
but i guess that's all the advice i can give.