What Became Of Me Poem by Ashvini Swamy

Chaos in all her forms is my mother

Father? Mother?
Is this how you treated your child
Lost was I in a blizzard of deceit
Blinded with faith for the future
Instead of guiding me by my figure you chose to break it

For absolute and chaos came together
Wafting though the canyons of my gaping psyche
Filling with poison my already bitter heart
Shattering in the empty caverns of my skull

Senseless, aimless, purposeless, deformed, defunct, destroyed...
I was to rein in my destiny, but no one showed me how
Life ebbs away now…faster with each passing eon
I gasp and bellow as my soul is thrown against the rocks

Father oh! absolute...u never gave me the bliss u promised
Mother chaos you never bestowed your powers upon me
Your union was to create a creature of legends
But you pushed out this festering blob instead
Was I the culmination of that great divine plan?