We Fought..You Won..I Wrote This Poem by Sierra Love

I am doing something improperly
even being forwarned of this outcome
I am isolated
encompassed in layers of cotton and wool covers
your kiss, a meer reverie
is like touture upon my lips

imagining what you said
my insides contort into an entanglement of agony
I told you love I am not perfect
but believe me
please just listen and have faith
I assure you my love belongs to you

whatever is left of my heart is ruptured
crying as many tears as I ever had
an outcry rocketed through my mind
a desire for you to understand

now the awkward moments are prolonged
silences I have no right to fill
the words were said
a declaration that exposed my weak spot
' I'm done..'

I was stunned from the impact
you were dissolute
how did it even come to this
me beseeching you to love me
it should never even be be like this
you inquiring a reason to remain

In despair I told you what you wished hear
I just needed you to comprehend my feelings
' I couldn't picture me with out you..'

I craved to leap into your arms
you said you would keep me
now I just wish it to go elsewhere
wanting us to go back to normal

I promise I will stay contented
thanking you would never be enough
for entrusting me with another chance to justify
how much this imperfect girl
can really love