~walking Away Isn'T Hard Anymore~ Poem by E Nigma

There is a quiet moment
Where I collect
The pieces
of all I am

You handed me more silence
Because you respect
The care to not
interfere

For all I have
Is in these moments
Where I reflect
Upon why you're here
Loving me

When I no longer know
Who you really are
My Angers roused
And I shake

Standing in this
Place
Trying to understand
Why the waves
Of relief
Crash so hard
On the floor
Of my imagination

Where I lay down
Because breathing
Is a nightmare
I can no
Longer bear

Cause being here
Is my worst
Fear

For loving you
Is something
I can no
Longer
Do