= Via Whispering Wind = Poem by Connie Smith aka stargazer

= Via Whispering Wind =
Written By: Connie R. Smith
Gentle whispers blowing
in the wind -
Bringing forth a special message
from you.

~*~

Message sent:


My Dearest Mother;
Ever so beautiful in our Father's kingdom.
For I am surrounded with serenity
and the most amazing love...

~*~

Know that i'm forever at your side
For in spirit never have I left you.
It was not my intention to break
your heart - nor I did mean
to make you cry.

~*~

But, Try to understand mother,
My life was filled with so much confusion
My life was engulfed in darkness
and pain..
I just could not take the misery anymore...

~*~

I realized that no longer on earth
could I continue to remain.
For my heart has been shattered
beyond it's core...

~*~

There was no other way to mend
my shattered world.
For it was beyond repair.
All that I wanted was to be set
free - no longer to live my life
in despair...

~*~

Try not to be angry with the
choice that i've made.
I pray that you'll understand
somehow.
My spirit was broken - I was nothing
more than an empty shell of a man.

~*~

The pain was mine...but, you're
the one who suffers now...
Mother, Please forgive me
if you can....

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Now I will return a message to you
And i'll sent it
'Via Whisperng Wind'

~*~

My Dearest Precious Son;
Always remember my eternal
love for you.
I promise you that one day
we shall be together again....

~*~

I don't know how to move forward
without you...
I'm stuck in a vortex, can't seem
to break free.
I realize, somehow I must make it
though - regardless of the pain
ddep inside of me...

~*~

Thing's have never been
quite the same -
Since that tragic night that
you chose to die...
For my precious son,
'I should of been the one to leave
this earths journey before you.'

~*~

But, God needed an angel -
He decided to take you.
Softly He whispered in my heart
'Know that I only choose the best.'

~*~

One day i'll get to hold you
in my arms once again my son -
and never will I let you go.
But -
I must wait until my work on earth
is over and done...
Then and only then, will my broken heart be laid to rest...

~*~

Know that I have already
forgiven you.
But, Needless to say;
I've been upset with myself...
For how could I not have known
you were in such pain...

~*~

You played your part so well.
You had all of us fooled.
But, i'm your mother,
I should of been able to see
through you...

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