Untitled Poem by Tina Mack

I know you won’t ask me why
And I know that you’ll act like you don’t care
A cold winter’s night I drive along
And wonder to myself what has gone wrong.
What have the stars brought me for thought? I wish I may, I wish I might
A hot summer’s night I drive alone and ask myself again, why I stay day after day.
I wish to pray or hope to say
A cold winter’s night I cry for you have made me sad,
A hot summer’s night I cry again because of you.
A music autumn night, I cry again because of you.
Should I remember the times you’ve made me smile?
For some reason they seem scarce to find.
I wish I knew what makes you feel alive,
I wish you we4re not so closed and shut off to life.
I would’ve been happy to your inspiration.
But instead I feel nothing but desperation.
I know not why I allow you to continue,
To make my heartbreak.
Perhaps empty hope and pride at stake.
Elusive today but you will have to stand before the one you and and answer because the cost will be too grand to walk away.
For I may not be one but will not be a coat for you warm if your heart is cold.
My strength runs weak for who don’t not share.
Great time, yes we’ve had
Only there isn’t enough to hold on to
Our time has now come to pass
Don’t take it personal but heart cant been
Because of you, for I know you don’t love me even though I loved you.