Unstable Poem by Yaya King

I'm left emotionally and mentally unstable
I'm trying my hardest, but I'm unable,
To somehow disable,
My feelings for you; but it's nothing short of impossible
I wish I could disconnect my heart from my brain; sever that cable,
But it's easier said than done; I doubt it's even feasible

Love I once thought unbreakable,
A bond I once thought indestructible
I tried my best, brought everything to the table,
Little did I know it's end was inevitable

Not every wound is the kind that bleeds
I should've never depended on you to satisfy my emotional needs
Doubt, uncertainty, distance; growing in our garden of love like weeds
I was looking forward to enjoying the fruit of my sacrifices; it was hard to sow those seeds
I was warned but; foolish is the one that hears, but never heeds

My heart is shattered, so many pieces
Remants of failed wishes
Remnants of broken promises
Remnants of fruitless sacrifices