Unending Nightmare Poem by Tiff Murphy

The thoughts enter my mind like when a waterfall hits the bottom,
A rush of emotions and memorys flood back into my mind,
The darkness that I thought I'd pushed aside,
His face enters my mind,
I can still feel his fingers slide over my body making me queasy and uneasy,
His harsh breath in my ear,
The way his clothes rustled in the dark,
I can't breath,
I can't scream,
I can't escape my past reality,
I thought I was dreaming,
I thought 'how could this happen to me? ',
After all's said and done he stands to dress,
He starts to head for the door but turns and walks back,
Making my stomach churn even more,
He bends and kisses me hard on the lips,
I smelled the fowl taste of his drink on his breath,
He smiles as i feel something wet run down my cheeks,
He walks back to the door and says nothing because he already knows that his secert won't leave those walls,
The door closes before I realize that the wetness was my tears,
I go on until dawn reapeating to myself 'this is just a bad dream',
Bringing myself to let the memories slip away until the next dream,
Into oblivion but the thoughts seem to echo in my mind and theres only one question that truely matters,
'why me? '