Understand Poem by danielle bennett

I know i've been pretty bad
it hurts to know you don't love me
i've done a lot that hurt you
you may not know what the truth is
but if I could tell you I would
I just have to wait until
you come here and I can tell you in person
it's going to hurt you a lot
when I tell you i've been lieing
but it's for the best
and you deserve to know the truth
I hate the fact that i've been lieing to you
nothing was going right
and I wanted a way to fix it
although it made some things worse
it helped you understand more about me