Undefined Poem by Jackson Wings

I'm not dead, I'm very much alive. I may be alive, but mainly dead inside. my mind is lost, I'm undefined. No one knows the feeling inside, they can't feel the pain in my mind, but they all know I'm undefined. The darkness is coming, so I'm running. It's like a boa in disguise it wraps me up and squeezes tight, swallows me whole consuming my soul. I'm lost in the void, I can't even cry, I'm lost in my mind, I'm undefined. When I began I was the light, but the light was a lie. I now realize I'm undefined, what am I? who am I inside? I have died a thousand times, I can not sleep, The dreams are real I try to scream, but I can't move. They don't know me, I'm lost in my mind. All they know is I'm UNDEFINED...