Try To Stay Awake Poem by Karei Olson

My eyes, they burn
as I lay awake without you (without you)
I toss and turn
Realizing what you said was true

I am a coward
and i am broken
I am tired
and you have spoken

those 4 unbearable words
that can shatter a heart as they drown you
like being under some curse
and having demons mock as they surround you....

I want to stay awake
for these dreams are hard to take
So i'll press the cold steel of the knife
against my wrists to end my life.

i can't live without you.............