Transformation Of A New Life Poem by Erica Olson

Feeling numb, feeling............ feeling what?
Pressure, Heavy chested? feeling heavy not able to move
Weak and can't move
Feeling numb and weak
Unable to move my arm and legs
Sore? NO! I'm numb
So numb that I don't even know that all of me is here
Am I all a hundered percent here?

I'm falling into a hole that is getting darker
I can't see everything is gone
I'm disappearing I can only hear the back ground sounds
Hard to feel, see, smell any thing
Minutes? Hours? Days? Weeks? What?
Loosing track of time
Not sure how long I've been here

Finally I'm able to see!
Colors! Shapes! Light Yea!
Able to smell again, hear again!
I'm just missing one of my senses
Touch! ? Feel! ? Where?
My body is feeling....... feeling energetic
Feels like what?

I'm not sure what happened but I can feel
Taste the air and the things in it! ? ! ? ? ? ?
I just want to run, breathe, be free
I'm free from being captive in my self
Feeling free
FEELING LIFE!