Transfixed Poem by Chosen Reject

tried transfixing the time again
fill the jar with enigmatic thoughts
cast aside all the 'spit me' clauses
now voices still in my dreams
calling, cursing and all the screamings
guess he's finally losing it

pressurising...
preassuming...
prepossessing...

tired of transfixing the time today
leave the lies nevermind the bullocks
in the altar both of us shall befit
send down the presage by all means
if I'm really meant
to feel like this..

I can't be calm
I will be down
I understand why they say to live is to die

this isn't working today
nor tomorrow
hope it isn't working again
no...