To Down To Feel Anything Poem by nic Leisure

I will not eat
I will not sleep
For the pain is too much for me
By the time you pasted I broke like I was glass
I putting myself in shame where I’ll never be claimed
For I feel like I should be framed
When I should be in your grave
For the tears in my eyes, I’ll never let them show
For they will say no tears as fallen from my face
When I stayed over your grave….
To sad to say goodbye
To sad to move on from that day
For I wish my life will end
For that I have no happiness for that one day
Feel nothing but the hate to cover up the sadness
The burning inside telling me it’s not my fault
It was never mine to start with for I feel that way