Thoughts Of The Past Poem by jacob mckain

tonight
will be a sleepless night

got everything on mind
all the wrong

everything ive done
everything thats ever gone wrong

just hoping
i can pull through the night

just hoping
i can take it all

just hoping
that the habits dont come back

and wondering
why all this would be on my mind

so here we go
another night

lost in the darkness
that hides within me

thinking
of all those

that have hurt
because of me

and wishing
i were dead

ohh why
cant i just be dead

please let me know
why

why i still hurt
those i love

and why
this all wont end

someone
save me

before
i save myself