Thoughts Crash Reality Poem by kendyll brown

iv given you all i had
and nothing came back
nothing came my way
but the heart ache and pain
the feeling of loss
an no control
i can not help how you feel
or change your mind
nor can i bare to walk away

i fear i can not leave you
despite all you did
or didnt do
you turned your back
when i was drowning in need
you left, an walked away
but i still loved you

i know i should leave you
in my past
an turn away
but i feel i must stay

though your love for me is gone
i thought we were strong
so like the wind
i am gone too