This State Of Mine Poem by A. V. Asreg

Shouting aloud in my head
Closing their ears
nobody hears
the tune that lead
to this state of mine

Feeling alone in the race
Where did I go
how could I know
I would end up in this place
to this state of mine

I wish I could divorce myself
to get me off this shelf
I wish I had the courage
I whish I could encourage
this person who is me
to be what I should be

Feeling my way through the day
Stumbling around
get off the ground
in order to find the way
out if this state of mine